great, you know ? This thing really hits me. About what ? It’s about socializing.
Frankly speaking, I am not a good at adapting with new environments and socializing, especially with brand new friends. I don’t know how to start a conversation, maybe about simple things. A lot of people say that it is a good start to make friends, but what ? It’s not doing any good. Sometimes, they’ll just leave or pretend that they don’t hear I’m talking to them. Or maybe they’ll answer, but then again, it goes silence. If they continue or reply, maybe I can talk more with them and make friends, but things never go the way you want it to be. So, to cheer myself, I always think like this, maybe it’s not the time yet. When the time comes, surely you will be friend with a lot of people.
But then, another side of my heart tells me that I am too naive. You know that life is never easy and you do it like everyone is your friend ? Wake up kid ! Life is never by your side. So, sometimes I wonder, isn’t positive thinking same with being naive ? Both trying to have the bright side of things that maybe never there. So what can I say more about making friends ? I dunno. Maybe I’ll just be silent. Because there’s no right or wrong here, it’s more about personal feeling, and I’m terribly bad in dealing with my feeling. so ? I’ll just say, no comment.
